Heartbeat

I'm at a point where I've liked you for so long,
that it's just an automatic response for me.
I don't know if I still do, but whenever someone
says your name,my heart races so much you can almost hear it beat.
But I have a feeling this is how it's going to be for a while now,
I know I need to move on from this, from you.
I probably will but in the far future.
It'll take some time I'm afraid.

I'm no where near strong enough to suddenly move on from
someone, someone amazing, that's been on my mind forever.